Eileen Marie Shaw

Dear Mum ,the day has finally come but you already know as Iit a candle as you asked. 🥰 Hannah Matt finally tied the knott. It was the most perfect day Hannah & Matt managed to send everyone a special personal message for being there . Dad was an inspirational he wrote 2 poems and read them out at the ceremony. The registra was very emotional and said how beautiful Dad spoke about the love shared between two people. It was really about the love you both shared. We have beautiful memories of that and it shows in our children. I know you where there Mum. I didn't want it to end. We laughed we cried , we danced and made so many memories , Vicky took so many photos and videos I will upload a few . Miss you so much beautiful lady 💗

Hi nan, can’t seem to sleep tonight. I just can’t stop thinking about where the last 4 years have gone. The first one feels like a blur and a whirlwind and since then the other years have just flown by. To think that’s over 1,400 days we’ve had just thinking about you but not being able to see you and chat to you. Miss you nan. Today and every day but today just hurts that bit more when we think about this time 4 years ago. I know you wouldn’t want us to dwell on one day, rather think back on all the memories we had before that. And I do, I really do, I just wish though that I could give you a big hug and for you to squeeze my hand because it always let me know that everything would be ok. I love you so much. I’ll never stop missing you xxxx

Hi Nan, I know I’ve not written to you in a while on here. We do talk every day though ❤️. Funny the way things happen out of the blue isn’t it - I was listening to a happy Friday playlist this afternoon, looking forward to the weekend and a song came on in the middle of it, it was called Save You a Seat by Alex Warren. I’d never heard it before and it caught me off guard and I had a little cry. I know you’ve been guiding me with all this wedding planning but honestly it’s so hard to think that you won’t be there on the day. If it was you asking for me to save you a seat, you already know I certainly will. I hear you saying over and over in my head ‘ohh don’t worry about me, I’ll be here to see you get married’ and I get the biggest pain in my chest. I’d give anything to have you by my side. The day won’t be quite the same without you - as special as it will be ❤️. I’ll keep you updated on all my plans. Lvualltheworldxxx

Hi Mum another Mother's Day and Birthday we cannot celebrate with you!! I know your around us every day checking in to see how we all our!! Dad's going with Bev to Hannahs Sunday for afternoon tea which will be nice for them both!Hannahs doing amazing she loves her new job,less stress for her .She has set a date for her wedding 8th November!!so she's been busy trying dresses on and has found a lovely Venue! Il be at home Sunday Ant,Sarah and the kids bringing lunch for us be nice to see them, Alfies 10mths now has 9 teeth ,and walking !! Into everything climbed out of his bouncer yesterday! Gave his mum a fright as she was in another room at the time!! Benjamin is amazing with him they adore each other. Serenas head nurse now at the dental practice and is doing well ,the kids are growing up so fast mum we are all so proud of them all! I'm sure you will all be celebrating mothers day and your birthday on Monday with nan,aunty Ann and all your family and friends in paradise!!we will put some fresh flowers on the bench mum and have tea and cake your favourite!! We all love and miss you very much mum the last four years has been tough for us all!! I miss you texting me goodnight and telling me you love me!! Miss our hugs and laughs together ,and random shopping lists for us to get ha!! ha!! Watching you enjoying your ferrero rocher!! il picture it in my mind glad we have such wonderful memories of you!! my beautiful beautiful mum love you always and forever your daughter vicky❤️

Hi mum 3years tomorrow!! Without your hugs and kisses and your beautiful smile!! we all miss you so much!!miss the love the laughs and your caring ways the chippy teas and bags of French fries on a Friday night.You are sadly missed,you were always interested in all our lives and I miss that so much. Benedorm was good mum the place you loved to go with dad!! Kept imagining all the places you probably sat at with dad !!! Our little miracle Alfie has been a welcome distraction he is always smiling and looking up at the ceiling ,I'm sure your playing with him,he is always so happy mum,we are all besotted with him especially dad!!! Been out with dad today sat on your bench in the sun and had a bounty ice cream and went for lunch.Bevs bought dad to little budgies Joey and skye/cloud because he has a very unusual l white cloud like pattern and sky blue coat.We are going the your bench tomorrow to put fresh flowers on mum and going for lunch gonna try and make some cupcakes in the morning for everyone I'm sure there will many tears but lots of lovely memories of special times we had with you and cake seems fitting. Goodnight mum ,come to me in my sleep your loving daughter vicky xxxx putting this lovely picture on of you and your sister Anne who is now with you in paradise you both look so happy having fun xxxx

Hi mum 3years tomorrow!! Without your hugs and kisses and your beautiful smile!! we all miss you so much!!miss the love the laughs and your caring ways the chippy teas and bags of French fries on a Friday night.You are sadly missed,you were always interested in all our lives and I miss that so much. Benedorm was good mum the place you loved to go with dad!! Kept imagining all the places you probably sat at with dad !!! Our little miracle Alfie has been a welcome distraction he is always smiling and looking up at the ceiling ,I'm sure your playing with him,he is always so happy mum,we are all besotted with him especially dad!!! Been out with dad today sat on your bench in the sun and had a bounty ice cream and went for lunch.Bevs bought dad to little budgies Joey and skye/cloud because he has a very unusual l white cloud like pattern and sky blue coat.We are going the your bench tomorrow to put fresh flowers on mum and going for lunch gonna try and make some cupcakes in the morning for everyone I'm sure there will many tears but lots of lovely memories of special times we had with you and cake seems fitting. Goodnight mum ,come to me in my sleep your loving daughter vicky xxxx putting this lovely picture on of you and your sister Anne who is now with you in paradise you both look so happy having fun xxxx

Hi mum 3years tomorrow!! Without your hugs and kisses and your beautiful smile!! we all miss you so much!!miss the love the laughs and your caring ways the chippy teas and bags of French fries on a Friday night.You are sadly missed,you were always interested in all our lives and I miss that so much. Benedorm was good mum the place you loved to go with dad!! Kept imagining all the places you probably sat at with dad !!! Our little miracle Alfie has been a welcome distraction he is always smiling and looking up at the ceiling ,I'm sure your playing with him,he is always so happy mum,we are all besotted with him especially dad!!! Been out with dad today sat on your bench in the sun and had a bounty ice cream and went for lunch.Bevs bought dad to little budgies Joey and skye/cloud because he has a very unusual l white cloud like pattern and sky blue coat.We are going the your bench tomorrow to put fresh flowers on mum and going for lunch gonna try and make some cupcakes in the morning for everyone I'm sure there will many tears but lots of lovely memories of special times we had with you and cake seems fitting. Goodnight mum ,come to me in my sleep your loving daughter vicky xxxx putting this lovely picture on of you and your sister Anne who is now with you in paradise you both look so happy having fun xxxx

Hi Nan, just sat at home, little Alf asleep on my knee. I’ve just had my Weetabix, covered in sugar… it’s weird the things that bring all the memories back isn’t it. A bowl of cereal today, probably the smell of some body lotion tomorrow. Honestly I’m not sure a day goes by that I don’t think about you. I’m not surprised about that though, I have you through to my very core. I wear myself down taking care and thinking about everyone around me that I love, make sure everyone is fed, try to keep everyone in good spirits, just like you taught me to. Hard work though isn’t it eh! I’ve got a little pain in my chest today, I’ve had a rubbish week and I just want to sit and tell you all about it and for you to tell me to keep my chin up (and maybe write in an anonymous letter saying exactly what you think - haha!). It’s bank holiday this weekend and we’re going to visit Lucy and her husband in Sandbach. Can you believe the girls are getting married and having families now - where do the years go. I know you always wanted to see me get married and I’m sorry you never did. I hope you’ll be there somewhere when I eventually do. The milestones in life won’t be the same without you to share them and that scares me to death. Grandad will be there doing his best and doing you proud though I’m certain of that. He misses you so much too - it hurts to think just how much if I’m honest. I don’t understand where almost 3 years have gone. We’re doing our best though Nan. I so wish you could see. I miss you I love you More than anyone could ever imagine xxxxluvuxxxx

Happy Mothers day Mum, I so wish you where here with us to celebrate. Went to see baby Daisy yesterday for first time , so emotional. All I kept saying was Nanny Eileen would have loved meeting you, it brought back all the lovely memories of our kids growing up and when they came to yours You and Dad would spoil them rotten and they played up didn't want to go home. 😀 The time just goes can't believe Hannah is 30 this year. I know you are watching over us I can feel your presence, another rainbow 🌈 yesterday over us when we left York. Keeping us safe. Seeing Dad today , will take him some treats now he has taken role, making us laugh and giving advice and support. I have learnt alot about Dad over the last few years, he is such a loving and caring and romantic person a very rare find , he misses you ❤️ so much Mum. Not a day goes by without him mentioning you and what you both used to get up to. Have a relaxing Day Mum love you all the world xxxx